Homesick

Started off 2011 homesick and the feeling never left. I've chatted with the hubbs about moving back home to TEXAS!! He said his home is wherever I'm at, super sweet, but kind of sad if you think about it. He's a military kid (or brat as they say) and it's hurts my heart that he doesn't consider anywhere he's been 'home'.
We both started looking for jobs back home and we'll see where the good Lord takes us. I've spent the last 4 years in NOVA attempting to start a family. I've failed miserably at that and now wonder if I should have focused on my career first. I could be someone or something by now, but here I sit feeling like a loser. No kids, no successful career and a degree collecting dust. It's about time I get off my booty and get into finance and see where this road leads. If I can't have kids now it's not like I won't be able to not have kids in 5 years right?

Guess whoever said you can't have two negatives in a sentence never walked a block in my shoes!!