Obviously I haven't written in awhile; it's a monday night or should i say early tuesday (1230am). I have been getting a little relief with the new med, but the success is decreasing by the day. Why does that happen?
I went to a new psychologist last week and she was a little strange. She was talking about how our bodies are like computers and we have a 'restart' button we can push on our chestbone? You know our bodies have electricity running through them and relaxation tapes and breathing can heal everything. I find that hard to believe that several prescription medications have done NOTHING for me but listening to a tape is going to take all my troubles away.
I have an appointment with my doc on Thursday and I am still debating on wether I should go or not. A big part of me feels like giving up and saying to heck with all these appointments and meds...I mean after all there are lots of people in the world that do that. Then I think "what would that do to my husband" so I keep chugging along. I think I've had a least one doctor's appointment every week this year...that's crazy!
Is it silly to take a month off of EVERYTHING and let my system 'reboot' so to speak?
